i am alive, but so so so so so so so busy.
busy with cardinal and cream and ouc photography passing classes (?!) and england (!!!)
and atong and mamer and ngor and medit and nyabol and khot and awar and hijiok
and looking for freelancing and and no internet and no money
and getting settled in the senior living community and running and dancing and reading
and driving and driving and driving and losing things!
am so good at losing things lately. i mean, im sure i always have been
good at that (i think losing things is my spiritual gift.) but
lately (my goodness!) its been ridiculous.
this week, it was my phone and my favorite earrings and my checkbook
my camera battery and battery charger and my credit card and my
compactflash card and my left green shoe (?) and my cross pen and my
right pearl earring and my lip gloss.
and who knows how many other things ive lost that i havent even realized ive lost yet.
and i realized something so strange tonight. i shot mochafee. for the third year in a row.
the first year, j.b. and i ran and ran over there from production
night. and i caught him chimping. and last year i shot people dancing
and things were so weird. and then i shot it again last night.
where have the last two years gone, anyway?
(i miss you, jon blair. i miss other things, too.)
i am graduating in two months.
and i dont even know what to think about that.
i want things to slow down. or maybe even reverse sometimes.
this is all very shallow and superficial.
if you ever feel the need to pray for me,
then pray that i can believe the gospel.
and pray that i persevere.