das wandern

let me continue in peace, and (stop) wander(ing)!

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i am tryingtryingtrying to stay awake until thanksgiving break.
i need this. [not only for grades and passing and whatnot, but to remember that i am alive.]

[i am giddy. and i mostly dont even know why.]

so call me [please?]. you have permission.
i shouldnteven be asleep, you know.
and if you call me, make me recite the first few lines of annabel lee.
[just to make suresure im awake.]

and friday
: i wore a shirt that was inconsistent with my worldview.
and i had an emotional breakdown and i dont even know why.
and we so should have gone to club extreme. but it was fun anyway.

[broken films and bad management and boys saving the day and tgif and browies and cookies and reallybadmovies.]

and saturday
: i dont really remember. at all.
[oh, and i was driving home from school at 8 in the am listening and dancing to maroon five and i was on the
bypass and my car started making all these horrible noises and so i
told myself i would stop and have a nice boy look at it at the next gas but
then [gasp!]  something fell out [!!!] and there was a lot
of smoke and general awfulness and then it would even go anymore but then i justbarely got it on old humbodt and
almostparked it and even put on the hazard lights since it was sortof in the
entrance to a parking lot then i walked the last mile home in my
pinkfuzzyhearts pajamas.]

and sunday
: i had oatmeal for breakfast. and that was a very adult thing to do, i think.


“dance! dance!”
“burn, baby, burn.”
“all night long.”
“in bed.”

life is good.
sleep is for the weak.


i cant even stay awake a whole night. i suck at life.
things will be late. [i hope] it will be ok.
my daddy is getting my car fixed. i dont deserve that.
sleep, wakeup, try again tomorrow. everything [else] still applies.


Written by knsayres

November 21, 2005 at 4:21 am

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  1. there is one song on guero that i really like. he says something about walking w/his hands in his pockets. I like the groove. I haven’t given it much time though.


    November 21, 2005 at 2:07 pm

  2. ooo, childthings are gonna get easier…ooo, things’ll get brighter…


    November 21, 2005 at 4:17 pm

  3. we’re goin on a date this weekend. heck yes


    November 21, 2005 at 5:09 pm

  4. i just remembered that i need to take that movie back.  stupid movie.  maybe my mom knew what she was talking about when she wouldn’t let me watch it as a child…


    November 22, 2005 at 9:08 am

  5. you’re right. it is. iremember that line.


    November 22, 2005 at 10:15 am

  6. i’m so glad you went to sleep… you need your sleep and not even for beauty you already have that…that’s cool hoover is getting better!!dude everything is going to be fine!!! BREATHE in the goodness that is life…later cool kiddo


    November 22, 2005 at 12:58 pm

  7. Yay Beck.


    November 23, 2005 at 12:01 am

  8. Wow, I think you fascinate me.


    November 26, 2005 at 9:27 am

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