das wandern

let me continue in peace, and (stop) wander(ing)!

with 14 comments

[this made me smile.
God knows i needed it today.]

“an email correspondence with a former editor.

#5 in a series of 8.”

re: your work in the Texan

Don’t let it. Or only let it for a little while. You’ll be strong. Union’s

not easy but you’re not dumb. Crank out the talent.

Kids are good. Took my son climbing a couple times recently. Bought him his
own shoes and all. When are you having kids? Tough as an unmarried
photojournalist I suppose. It’s good to be married when you’re pregnant I
suppose. Mary’s the only positive example of the opposite.

Writing a bunch of fiction, freelance, everything. Hope to contribute to the
literary world or at least prove to myself that Christian fiction doesn’t
have to belong only in the dime section.

Grace peace and hair grease,

Keep in touch



things are not ok right now.
i am not being dramatic.

sometimes, i am trying to believe in God.
but not usually.
right now, i am just trying to be real.

i need something.

but you know how it is:
ill go to bed.
wake up.
and it wont seem that important in the morning.
[theres much more important things that dont matter at all to worry about, you know.]

i dont want that again.
i at least want this to hurt. 
please, God.
not that again.


Written by knsayres

October 18, 2005 at 2:28 am

Posted in Uncategorized

14 Responses

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  1. I like to think I understand, but I’m sure I don’t, except to the extent that we all struggle with these things. At night I can say tomorrow will be different, tomorrow I will be focused. Yet in the morning all I can focus on is the struggle between the snooze alarm and the shower. Or maybe I don’t understand at all.


    October 18, 2005 at 7:44 am

  2. I think it’s a blessing to be able to wake up and not feel that thing we so strongly felt the night before…sometimes. I know what you mean though.
    My boss likes your picture, and then she showed her friend and she liked it too. Words like, “Hey”, “Y’know”, “Picture”, “Freckles”, “Girl”, and “Gorgeous” were used. That was almost a sentence. People like to hear things like that. So there.


    October 18, 2005 at 1:46 pm

  3. i hope i see you soon


    October 18, 2005 at 3:36 pm

  4. A little encouragement from me, though you don’t know me.
    For I know the thoughts I think towards you, saith the Lord, thoughts of peace and not of evil to give you an expected end.” – Jeremiah 29:11 (KJV)
    God loves you, and He has plans to give you a Hope and a Future.  My apologies if I offend.
    StephenFriendly Youth Minister guy here in the M-town


    October 18, 2005 at 3:38 pm

  5. “chin up” as Charlotte would say.you are amazing. God is amazing.and have i told you lately that i love you and think you are beautiful?i am praying for you. 🙂


    October 18, 2005 at 3:44 pm

  6. ok. so, i JUST called your phone and it said it was out of service. call me, please! and we will hang out! maybe you can hear the band tomorrow night! it would be awesome to see you!351-1822


    October 19, 2005 at 4:02 pm

  7. the abbamonte’s love you! we’re really excited to see you whenever! give me a call when you get your phone cuz i really miss you and want to talk to you
    p.s.-you’ve been in my prayers for a while


    October 19, 2005 at 9:04 pm

  8. Have you seen Aperture yet from Apple? You must check it out. http://www.apple.com/aperture


    October 19, 2005 at 10:55 pm

  9. Thanks. I think it’s cool that I work in a cubicle (for the time being) and I still create.An additional thought to that is we cry so much (as in the sadness of humanity) it’s as if tears run through our veins. I like that image. Anyways. Whatever.


    October 20, 2005 at 1:11 am

  10. I need your help…you are about the only girl I know that took hebrew. Could you find out the root in hebrew for both work and worship and e-mail it to me! I’d love you forever…not that I don’t already! The e-mail is meckley@ eacu.org


    October 20, 2005 at 4:41 pm

  11. something, something.  i need something too.and the last line reminds me from something off of jungle book: “oh, now dont start ‘at again.”


    October 21, 2005 at 2:03 pm

  12. you are real.like it or don’t you.and you’re right (of course): just by being the kind of person that still WANTS change, though one has no idea how that’s supposed to happen…that makes you leagues ahead of most of the world.though they may justly accuse us of a multitude of sins, though they may drag us through the mire of disrepute, or perhaps exalt us with the praise of saints, let us not allow this: that they call us complacent.—some guy (i.e. my brother).


    October 21, 2005 at 4:17 pm

  13. i’ll trademark whatever i want.


    October 24, 2005 at 2:13 pm

  14. [love that picture. you look beautiful.]


    October 25, 2005 at 3:13 pm

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